x. sigh

k so i was floating when i got up today. slept for only like 3 hrs+. received a pathetic wake up call from eugene.rushed arnd here and there but was still late for the big walk =x crapped,sang,cheered.told zihao a bit of what is gg on too. cos i forgot some details le.haha.not surprising from the usual stm me.was quite enjoyable. ha,ms lee is still thinking i'm in sports club.LOL.
just some comments on what i think la.not supposed to be offensive.
firstly , i must say i am disappointed in the ppl who dropped out half way.it's like we came for the sake of walking the 10 km.but mission not accomplished then give up le. that shldnt be the way ah.
secondly , i must really say recreational sports is totally like another diff world from competitive sports. i enjoy doing both but i must say it's the latter that gives me the fighting spirit and the determination to hang in there till i reach my goal. simply love the feeling of being able to achieve sth challenging. BUT sometimes, the politics and stuffs going arnd in competitive sports is simply hair rising. the hunger for power by certain individuals and the tings they wld do to get is just so.. -am at a loss for words-.. In contrast ,life's much more simpler in a recreational sport.
sang a lot of chinese songs after the whole big walk.wooots.teresa said my singing was not bad.-haha-
hang out a while with the ssc peeps and went off on my own.was freaking tired la.not cos of the walk.cos i did not have enuff slp.i feel that walking the 10km wasnt really such a killer, but if u ask me RUN the 10km. say bye to me man.HAHA.
slept til 11pm and now i am wide awake.gonna do gp later.
-reflections-
*sigh. i guess things have changed. no longer used to be what it was. but the memories will stay within me.
*a reflection from what me ben and xin were talking bout ytd. all of us are like in demanding sports cca. hockey , canoe , squash
respectively.life has been like busy for d 3 of us. or rather we kept ourselves busy with getting involved in ccas. i was saying if we are happy with what we are occupied with then it's ok. and i asked ben are u happy? he paused and said not really. wells. my sentiments.
*i dont know if it's me or it's the ppl arnd me. but i'm losing touch with loads of them.
* summing up , i would say things turned out the way i dont want them to. but quote the famous quote from denis yeo. [ i love his speeches man. damn inspiring ] you cant always do the things that u like but you can always learn to like the things that u do .
lost , sigh.


starting out again is never easy
disappointments come and go but life still moves on
with a bit of luck it's a brand new start
that might just work my way
dun need to walk away
dun want to live a life's replay

i just wanna breathe again
learn to face the joy and pain
discover how to laff a lil
cry a lil
live a lil more

i jus wanna face the day
forget bout the woes of ytd
maybe if i hope a lil
try a lil more
i'll breathe again

things will work out fine
if u can find the courage to look past the nite
to see the break of dawn